Trust Locked In PART II

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 TRUST LOCKED IN



Part II

In school and post school I had dated a couple of folks, yet I never had that "I need to go through my time on earth with this individual" feeling. Folks were either really hot with very little character (or an excess of character), OR they were really extraordinary and fun, yet the science was nonexistent. Notwithstanding, I got that anxious inclination the night I moved into the Cooks house. Everything I could contemplate and ponder is the manner by which things would go living and becoming acquainted with Kevin. It was clear I was drawn to him for sure, however I didn't actually have any acquaintance with him. 


No doubt about it from the moment I moved in to Kev's home, my crush on K-dawg moved forward it's down. I got butterflies everytime I was around him (which was a great deal). From the start, we would nonchalantly talk when I was making supper or he was watching a Laker game. 


Then, at that point, we began messaging. 


Then, at that point we began making arrangements to go on climbs, see motion pictures, practice together, and so forth 


I recollect ALL my companions asking me what the hell was going on, and when I said "gracious we're simply companions" they resembled "uhhhh huhhhh, YEAH RIGHT!" 


Be that as it may, the thing was, I had NO clue if Kevin loved me or not. 


Generally I was very acceptable at perusing the signs from folks, yet 


I.just.couldn't.read.this.mysterious.one. 


Ends up, Kev was falling hard for me. He was recently terrified that on the off chance that he said something to me and I didn't respond, that it would make it abnormal living under a similar rooftop. 


I recall deliberately attempting to play with him so he'd get the clue (HEELLOOOO!!!), 


also, going on different dates with folks so Kev would get the point that I needed HIM to ask me out on the town! 


we even took a salsa moving class together 


also, his family resembled "What the hell, who is this guy...he doesn't do this kind of things with girls...Katie he's stricken" to which I actually didn't know 


since the truth of the matter is friends...I lived there 5 months, and he never took action! 


as in, he never altogether said anything. 


{something he'll never survive, hahah!} 


That year, my family spent the late spring in France. 


Kevin began messaging me consistently and making statements like "I miss you" or "I wish you were here with me" 


I lived for his messages that mid year (and chocolate croissants) 


what's more, understanding that these messages were subtly saying that HE LIKED ME!!! 


{and accordingly, unreasonably numerous Parisians saw me hopping up at down at the McDonalds in Paris where I got free wifi!} 


at the point when I returned home from France, I was anxious and energized. 


sufficiently sure, my second day back Kev requested that I go to the recreation center with him. 


He made my number one supper and we had an outing. I could tell he was sooo apprehensive, however he gathered up his mental fortitude and asked me out. 


what's more, I said no. 


wait....what?

all things considered, that is the place where Part III creatures..


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